Feeling lost In a world of chaos Lost In a mind of chaos What is real? What has life become? An existence Of non existence A solution To disillusion An ego death Transform your mind into liquid and reshape yourself Lose yourself To find yourself An ego death To lose yourself To find yourself Die And be reborn Feeling lost In a world of chaos Lost In a mind of chaos What is real? What has life become? An existence Of non existence A solution To disillusion An ego death Transform your mind into liquid and reshape yourself Lose yourself To find yourself A complete loss of subjective self-identity To spiral through life as an entity A return to the unknown Only to be found Alone An ego death To lose yourself To find yourself Die And be reborn

Mental suffering Left in torment This dark mist spreads beyond us Like a veil Shrouds our prospect Clouded soul Lost in gloom Unaware Of the end Anguish prevail this essence It's time to fade away now Different moments - and different forms We travel in a vessel - of flesh and bones Great but not perfect - we have defects We project we are correct - but there is no self reflect Life is fixed and your time is ticking We're all going to die so do your picking Embrace your next life or feel the kicking Nothing is left here but a new beginning I see it I see it clearly now My expectations were all wrong I thought I had it all But it turns out I had nothing Everything that I knew All that I believed in Turned out to be an illusion I grasp it now And I accept my surrender Take me away And let me float I am dematerialised Dissolved in emotions I follow the light Towards the colours A new dawn Awaits The return of the soul - in its physical form Adjusted and enlightened - in a new conform Great but not perfect - there are still defects Through trial and wisdom - we get new precepts Life is fixed and your time is ticking We're all going to die so do your picking Embrace your new life or feel the kicking Nothing is left here that you will be missing I'm trying I'm dying I'm trying I'm dying I'm trying I'm dying I'm trying I'm dying

10 years have passed since you got to experience my pain And to this day The pain is still there They say time heals all wounds But for me Time stands still

Lifetime After lifetime We go through The same suffering An endless cycle This sad soul Is cursed to live And cursed to die "What worries us is that when we're dead there could be nothing at all forever, as if that was something to worry about. Before you were born, there was this same nothing at all forever, and yet you happened. And if you happen once, you can happen again. Now what does that mean?" It can be measured through the bloodline that carries your current or past memories Connected through blood It is inherited Through endless Reincarnation Born to suffer To carry on This curse of life Through endless death The sad soul Has lived before With great sorrow It must persist I am stuck In this place Why am I here I want out The sad soul will never find rejoice Not even death can break the cycle The sad soul will live on To the next life And the next And the next And the next... There is no end I've been suffering This horrible life Through endless lifetimes Where do I go Where do I turn I just want this curse to stop I am trapped No escape I just want to leave this place I am trying To find a way To break this curse Please help me Accept the suffering Accept your sad soul Only through acceptance will you find solace

Jag klarar inte av det här längre Jag behöver en förändring En återvändsgränd har nåtts Jag vet inte vart jag ska ta vägen I vilken riktning ska jag befinna mig i Allt verkar peka åt fel håll Jag tar mig fram med ögonbindel genom livet En tjock dimma Ett evigt mörker Helt jävla vilsen Vi tar oss fram i livet med ögonbindel Igenom okänd mark likt ett minfält Ett enda snedsteg kan få ödesdigra konsekvenser Låt oss hoppas att vi finner vägen English Translation: I can't take this anymore I need a change A dead end has been reached I don't know where to go In which direction should I be? Everything seems to point the wrong way I make my way through life blindfolded A thick fog An eternal darkness Completely fucking lost We get through life blindfolded Through unknown ground like a minefield A single misstep can have fatal consequences Let's hope we find the way

Idag är den bästa dagen i mitt liv Energin den är igång Det finns inga hinder Allting rullar på För första gången kan jag leva utan ångest För första gången kan jag leva normalt Vad kan gå fel egentligen? Men dagarna går, och pillrena din läkare gav dig verkar inte längre fungera "Oroa dig inte pysen, vi ökar din dos bara Så ska vi se till att du ler igen" Jag känner av det! Det fungerar ju verkligen! Kära läkare! Du är min hjälte! Men vänta Mina känslor börjar försvinna Den mörka verkligheten kommer ifatt "Oroa dig inte pysen, vi ökar din dos bara Så ska vi se till att du ler igen" Jag känner av det! Det fungerar ju verkligen! Kära läkare! Du är min hjälte! Nu jävlar kan inget stoppa mig Min hud är som pansar Mitt psyke tål vad som helst Någon som blöder till döds? Inga problem! Det som normalt sett får folk att reagera på stress Är nu som bortblåst Jag är som en jävla maskin En varelse utan hinder Men nu, har känslorna försvunnit igen Ingen glädje eller sorg Hur ska jag kunna fortsätta? Jag skulle lika gärna kunna ta mitt liv "Oroa dig inte pysen, vi ökar din dos bara Så ska vi se till att du ler igen" Högsta dosen är nådd! Jag klarar av vad fan som helst! Inga spärrar finns kvar! Jag skulle till och med kunna mörda! Helt jävla lobotomerad Helt utan ångest Stryper jag ihjäl dig Och med ett leende på läpparna Tar jag ditt liv Lika enkelt som du tog mitt! English Translation: Today is the best day in my life The energy is flowing There are no hinders Everything is going well For the first time I can live without anxiety For the first time I can live normally What can go wrong anyway? But the days pass, and the pills your doctor gave you don't seem to work anymore "Don't worry pal, we will just increase your dose We shall make sure you smile again" I can feel it! It's really working! Dear doctor! You are my hero! But wait My feelings are starting to disappear The dark reality is catching up "Don't worry pal, we will just increase your dose We shall make sure you smile again" I can feel it! It's really working! Dear doctor! You are my hero! Now damn nothing can stop me My skin is like armour My psyche can take anything Someone bleeding to death? No problem! What normally makes people react to stress Is now blown away I'm like a damn machine A creature with no hinders But now, the feelings have disappeared again No joy or sadness How am I going to carry on? I may as well just take my own life "Don't worry pal, we will just increase your dose We shall make sure you smile again" The highest dose is reached! I can take on any fucking thing! No barriers remain! I could actually even murder! I can feel it! It's really working! Dear doctor! You are my hero! Completely fucking lobotomized Completely without anxiety I strangle you to death And with a smile on my lips I take your life As easy as you took mine!