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Utfryst

by Intig

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1.
Utfryst 01:45
2.
Ta min hand när jag ger Ta mitt liv när ingen ser Vänd dig till mig när livet inte går bra När det ljusnar kommer du ändå bara dra Tittar ut genom smutsiga fönster Tycker mig känna igen mönster Fan nu händer det igen För sent för att bli min egen vän Kan vi prata, bara en stund? Jag vet att jag ältar mina problem med blicken sänkt Sitter i ett nedsläckt rum, dricker med dörren stängd För tidigt för förbättring För sent för förändring Tittar ut genom smutsiga fönster Tycker mig känna igen mönster Fan nu händer det igen För sent för att bli min egen vän När jag kom hit så frågade du mig hur allting började Jag tror det var när jag var runt tolv när jag slutade sova Först... Först kom färgerna Sedan rösterna Sedan gråskalorna Innan allt blev svartvitt Men vad jag har lärt mig är att det är skillnad på folk och folk Jag tror dom flesta gör saker för att dom vill, och det kan jag förstå Men det jag har gjort, det har mer varit... Det jag har gjort, har jag gjort för att jag måste Man kan säga, att det fanns två vägar ut... Bara två vägar ut... Men, sen förstod jag Jag har ju arbete här kvar att göra Så vi får väl se Du täcks av självföraktet Som alltid varit en del av mig Jag tycker det här är så jävla vackert Du täcks av självföraktet Som alltid varit en del av mig Jag tycker det här är så jävla vackert Du täcks av självföraktet Som alltid varit en del av mig Jag tycker det här är så jävla vackert Du täcks av självföraktet Som alltid varit en del av mig Jag tycker det här är så jävla vackert Translation: Take my hand when I give Take my life when nobody looks Turn to me when life is not going well When it brightens you will take off anyway Staring out through dirty windows I start to notice patterns Fuck it's happening again Too late to become my own friend Can we talk, just for a moment? I know I struggle with my problems with a low stare Sitting in a dark room, drinking with the door shut Too early for improvement Too late for change Staring out through dirty windows I start to notice patterns Fuck it's happening again Too late to become my own friend When I arrived here you asked me how everything started I believe I was around twelve when I stopped sleeping First, first came the colors And then the voices And then the grey shades Before everything turned black and white But what I have taught myself is that there's a difference in people I believe that most people do things because they want to, and I can understand that But what I have done, it's been more like... What I have done, I have done because I have to You could say, that there was two ways out... Only two ways out... But, then I understood I've got work here left to do So we shall see You are covered in self hatred Which has always been a part of me I think it is so fucking beautiful You are covered in self hatred Which has always been a part of me I think it is so fucking beautiful You are covered in self hatred Which has always been a part of me I think it is so fucking beautiful You are covered in self hatred Which has always been a part of me I think it is so fucking beautiful
3.
Blick 09:00
En blick, det var allt vi fick Kortare än en halv sekund Men den gav oss något I den blicken fanns mycket mer än en vän Vi kommer aldrig ses igen Men du kommer minnas att det var våra själar som fick kontakt genom denna blick På en halv sekund lät jag dig få omedelbar tillgång till allt dumt, fint och märkligt jag gjort Du förlät och beundrade med ens! På samma tid visade du vad du ångrar, vill göra rätt och längtar efter Jag förstod, förlät direkt! Vi möttes då du klev av Alltså våra ögon, dess speglar Har ingen aning om vart du ville Eller vart du skulle ------------------------------- Låg kvar då svunnen du var När simtagen tog slut så slök mig månskenet Vi förenades i ett bottenlöst ljus Så djupt Ovan oss gjorde oss vågornas tvära kast ingenting Avdomnade i frid såg vi inget annat än svart - med sökande ögon Hörde mina sista bubblors stigande men då paniken försökte så kände jag dig och ditt hopp värmde mig Ingen kommer förstå att trots denna olycka Så dog vi lyckliga De kommer aldrig få höra våra tankar Bara förfasa sig över hur vi hittades på några sandbankar... Translation:: One glance, that was all we had Shorter than the blink of an eye But it gave us something In that glance there I saw more than a friend We will never see one another again But you will remember that it was our souls that made contact through this glance In a blink of an eye I gave you immediate access to everything stupid, sweet and crazy I have ever done You apologized and admired at once! At the same time you showed what you regret, want to make right and long for I understood and forgave instantly! We met when you got off Our eyes, their mirrors Have no clue of where you desired to go Or where you were heading -------------------------------------- Left lying thus you were gone When the swimming strokes ended the moonlight devoured me We joined together in a bottomless light So deep Above us the harsh waves did us nothing Numb in peace we saw nothing more but black - with searching eyes I heard my last bubbles rising but as the panic tried, I felt you and your hope gave me warmth Nobody will understand that though this accident We died happily They will never hear our thoughts Only be horrified over how we were found on a couple of sandbars...
4.
In such vile perpetual agony I search through the winding, dirty streets... for something... Streetlights illuminate the gossamer dreams of this horrible city, taunting me, absorbing me in an apathetic lassitude. I drift through moments of want, numbing myself with such glittering distractions, meeting desperate eyes through the grey haze of cigarette smoke. At the bottom of every glass I start to see the gossamer fray, leaving tatters of disillusionment to weave into my skin, and its unbearable burden drags me into a pitiful forgotten absence. Night after night, alcohol leaves a weight of lead in my bones that will crush all of the lightness of joy... and everything I find in this ugly dream... will be nothing nothing nothing will be nothing... but dust...
5.
C17H27NO2 05:05
6.
08:30
Jag går bakom dig Lugna steg Jag gömmer mig bland skuggorna Väntar på ett bra tillfälle Järnröret känns tungt i mina händer Fan, så jag längtar efter att få överraska dig I en mörk gränd vänder du dig om Med raska steg närmar jag mig Utan att säga ett ord svingar jag ett slag mot ditt fula ansikte Du faller ner och skriker Jag slår en gång till allt vad jag kan En pöl av blod bildas runt ditt huvud Jag slår och slår tills du tuppar av helt och hållet Även när du ligger där så ska jag se till att du inte andas mer Dö! Dö! Dö! Dö! Dö, dö dö! Jag trycker ut dina runda ögon medans du ligger där medvetslös Du vaknar av smärta till mina exalterade andetag Förblindad vinglar du bort i ett försök att få hjälp Jag knuffar ner dig igen Motar slag efter slag mot ditt blodiga tryne Benen krossas en efter en I eufori ser jag hur ditt liv sakta försvinner Så mycket blod! Så mycket kött! Så mycket hjärnmassa! Så jävla underbart! Äntligen får du vad du förtjänar, ditt jävla as! Jag spottar på ditt lik och vänder mig om Translation: I'm walking behind you Calm steps I hide myself among the shadows Waiting for a good opportunity The steel pipe feels heavy in my hands Fuck, how much I long to surprise you In a dark alley you turn around With fast steps I approach Without saying a word I swing a hit towards your ugly face You fall down and scream I hit you once more with all my strength A pool of blood is formed around your head I hit and hit until you pass out completely Even when you lie there I will make sure that you don’t breathe anymore Die! Die! Die! Die! Die! Die, die, die! I press out your round eyes as you lie there unconscious You wake up in pain to my excited breathing Blindly you wobble away in an attempt to get help I’m pushing you down again Hitting you again and again towards your bloody face The bones are crushed one by one In euphoria I see how your life slowly disappears So much blood! So much meat! So much brain matter! So fucking wonderful!
7.
Søvnløshed 07:15
Another sleepless night, Snow starts to fall between dead branches, Outside, in the winding avenues, the happiness I couldn’t find. I watch the looming homes in the distance, lighting up the contours of the darkened hills. It reminds me of my loneliness. A longing starts to swell in my eyes, and through these tears, I can barely see what has been passing me by. I have just failed too many times and I wish... I could have been better... I thought I could give more... I should of became something else. I guess this apathy is a pathetic form of self-defeat. And I can only watch this sad life slip through my fingers. I am fading in these streets, everything is turning to ash, I drink every night, hoping to forget... because this fleeting existence aches. Harassed by sleeplessness, grasping at every mirage, trying so hard to fill this immense emptiness. But because I am an ugly human... I know how this will end... I know... I will be the one alone
8.
Flowing in a stream of killing everything See the water and the blood in a mixture with the moonlight I am breathing this toxic air so easily Knowing I will vanish in a beautiful chaos that I can't grasp I am the knife penetrating I am the knife stab I am the meaning when I can only flow with this This stream of killing everything I see the grey sky and I feel the cold of the bloody water It is stinking and making me more and more numb Faces are formed by clouds and evil winds I am scared and scarred yet in calm mood by the precense of death I like shit I like pain I liked to fuck I liked to drink Now I am floating to be drowned After all tiny things I have been through Through some tears scars and fears and many days of thinking Without reaching... anything Here is where I ended up and soon will end In the stream of killing everything Good bay, Goodbye, farewell when you too are flowing with the lava of blood and bones down to complete extinction when facing the hell-egg of earth pssssssssthhhh!!
9.
Life Wasted 12:38
Lost in a jaundiced haze, I wake alone in dejection, floating through this void of life, trying so hard to forget those times I meant nothing trying to find some reason to move on... My youth has been so hopelessly wasted in such loathsome ennui that I find an absence where I used to belong... A place to run away, where I can lose myself, finding a brief moment of respite from the weight of sadness that still weighs on my soul. There are no words out there in the noise of the city, Here, I am protected, staying inside, wasting my days sleeping like I was already dead. Sheltered from the dirt, everything in uncertainty, I wander with nobody. Nothing really matters, when entropy saturates each moment of fleeting repose. Being lost inside my own head, with numbed veins, I left myself so dull and hollow; my embers of passion extinguished in my tears. No tomorrow… no future… just a waste of being… their lives will be better without me…

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Utfryst was recorded from February 2019 until November 2019.
Mixed & Mastered by Andreas Rönnberg & Ken Klejs.
Artwork by Andreas Rönnberg.

Lineup:
Andreas Rönnberg - Composer / Guitars / Bass / Electronics / Vocals & Lyrics on track 6
Jordan Jimenez - Vocals & Lyrics on track 4, 7, 9
Ken Klejs - Drums / Percussion

Guest vocals / lyrics by:
Johan 1853 Gabrielson (Eskapi, Meta/mor/fos, Lifelover) on track 2
Ravenlord (Woods of Infinity, Sapaudia, Ofdrykkja) on track 3 & 8

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released November 22, 2019

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Intig Sweden

Intig was formed in 2015 by Andreas Rönnberg (SWE).

Other artists joined to make Intig a complete band with Jordan Jimenez (USA) on vocals and Ken Klejs (DK) on drums.

Intig plays Depressive Black Metal with a calm and gloomy tone.
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